Lost in Babylon (part four)


1: Sugar Baby Love

We were at the beach ... mid November, the temperature a balmy 82 degrees, and Aaron and I spent the early afternoon sun bathing and swimming the warm waters of the Pacific in Malibu.

Frankly, I'd never seen a shore line as beautiful as this one. In Jersey we had our beaches, our Wildwoods, our Long Beach Islands, our Atlantic and Ocean Cities ... but this was something else, this was paradise complete with palm trees, and tanned beautiful people and sand dunes ... oh man the sand dunes...

Around three-o-clock or so, the both of us pretty baked by the warm California sun, and the smell of coco butter hanging heavy, Aaron, who was lying on a blanket next to me said, "Want to go find a dune and fuck?" I was shocked for a second and said, "But won't some one see?" He smiled his crooked mischievous grin and said, "Walt, trust me, I know a couple of spots", and with in a few minutes we were packed up heading to a secluded place that was hidden by three foot tall grass and a bramble of palm trees.

We parked Aaron's car, his old V.W. van, behind a tangle-wood of flora and slipped our swim trunks off and immediately began making out. The radio played softly; "That's The Way I Like It"... no argument there, and then Aaron pulled the rear door down, spread the blanket across it and said, "Come on Jersey boy, let me fuck the melancholy right our of you!" And god almighty, did he ever.

Aaron must have noticed the look on my face the past few days, as much as I hated to admit it, I was feeling a bit homesick - But, with his cock up my ass, the sun beating down on me, the music of the Eagles playing now, the warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air, all thoughts of the Garden State were washed away...after he came, shooting his load up my ass, I said, "OK golden boy, let me show you how we do it East Coast style," and I pushed him down and mounted him and fucked him till I climaxed, "Dreamboat Annie" by Heart softly serenading us...

We stayed on the blanket kissing for awhile, and he said to me, "Bro, I can't tell you how much I am enjoying this ... this relationship we've stumbled into."

"It is kind of neat", I said stretching and tousling his hair.

"Neat? Who are you, Annie Hall?" He said roaring with laughter.

"Fuck you, Alvy", I said poking him playfully in the ribs ... and then we kissed once more before we sat up, threw our trunks back on and got back into the car.

As we headed back to Burbank, the sun starting to set, that old song, "Sugar Baby Love" was playing on K-ROCK.

I remember thinking clearly, "Fuck New Jersey" at that moment.

2: Meanwhile

I had opened up a savings account at a small savings and loan on Alameda Avenue in Burbank and in the matter of about three weeks, I had close to two thousand stashed away .... more than I'd ever had in my young life ... sucking and fucking for dollars was a lucrative way to make money I was discovering. I also gave Aaron cash to help with the rent and food and, for the first time in my life, I felt like I had some kind of control over things.

And California was a dream land...a land of potential and fantasy, the land of sex and money...

We had a routine; Mondays and Tuesdays were off days, no hustling on these days...we'd go on road trips or sometimes just lay around the house get stoned and have sex...Wednesdays and Thursdays we'd hit the corners in downtown Hollywood and do some old school hustling; this is where we made some quick easy money. The weekends were were for appointments and private parties, we'd make most of our loot over a weekend.

Yes, the Milkman's Baby had found a way to make a living doing something he was really good at.

3: Barracuda

One morning, Aaron told me that there was this record producer in Laurel Canyon that was interested in a little one on one session with me. "He saw you at the party at the movie-star's house and has been asking around. You game?" I smiled and asked, "What's it pay?"

"That's the spirit", he said handing me the phone and a slip of paper with a number jotted down on it.
*

As I drove Lookout Mountain Ave, I got to thinking about the rock stars that lived in this area...I wondered if I'd see Joni Mitchell or maybe Frank Zappa.

The afternoon was warm, and I noted that the sun seemed particularly bright in this part of L.A.; it was as if the smog never made it to The Canyon.

Per the directions I'd received, I drove up another little side street, and pulled into the driveway of a sprawling rancher. The front gate was opened as I was told it would be. I pulled the van up behind an electric blue Sting Ray and parked, took a deep breath and said out loud, "What the fuck am I doing here?", laughed it off and remembered what Aaron, my mentor and lover had said over and over, "Remember dude, you are in control. These guys are paying you." With that mantra firmly implanted, I disembarked the van and walked to the front door of the house...the smell of pine hung heavy in the air reminding me of home for some reason.

The Record Producer answered the door and I was instantly shocked at how young he appeared. He might have been no more than twenty five or thirty, tops. He had dark hair, and a boyish face and smiled brightly as he greeted me, "And you must be Walt," he said ushering me into his home, "Come in you hot piece of ass, come in."

He handed me a joint and said, "Take your clothes off, OK?" I did as I was asked and watched as he did the same. His body was flawless, though my eye was drawn to his left thigh that was emblazoned with a tattoo of a cross. He asked if I liked his tattoo, and I nodded. "It was a gift for my wife, we both got tattoos when we married instead of exchanging rings", he stopped and sighed for a second, "Yeah, somewhere is a castrating bitch with a crucifix on her thigh, I pity the guy who makes it's acquaintance", and then he laughed and said, "Come on, let me show you around."

The house was big with lots of rooms and windows that let in natural light. It appeared that The Record Producer lived here alone. He showed me into his studio and my mouth dropped as I saw dozens of photographs of well known rock stars that lined the wall just left of the huge mixing board; here were photos of my host and Roger Daltrey, and Mick Jagger, and Grace Slick, as well as various other singers, most of them could be heard on the radio these days...as I stood examining the photos, he went to the sound board and flicked a couple of switches and some unfamiliar music began booming through the room, "These are some tapes of the next Stone's album, Mick dropped them off for me to hear." I nodded my head and before I could do or say anything else, he took me by the hand and lead me on out of the studio, down the hall to the entrance to his patio.

He lit that joint that he'd given me earlier with a pack of matches that sat on a small table by the door at the mouth of the garden. We both took a few healthy hits until he butted it out, and moved in close and said, "You are one beautiful fucker, you know that, don't you?" I think I might have blushed, but I tried to remain cool...whatever the case, his sweet talking was making my cock rise to the occasion and then he said, "If you let me fuck you, I'll give you five hundred".

I nodded, remaining cool but my heart leaped, five hundred! To get fucked by this stud, bring it on! I had no time to answer as he moved in close and said, "So can I kiss you, or don't you like that?" I said, "For five hundred, I'll kiss your wife" he smiled and said, "Oh and a sense of humor" and then we kissed.

After we kissed, he directed me down to his chest and asked me to chew on his nipples, "Bite 'em baby, suck them raw..." he said in a low tone. I clamped down on his left tit and bit at it and he let out a throaty groan and said, "Oh you fucking slut, you are going to pay for that..." Then I moved to his right nipple and did the same and pushed at the back of my head and said, "Fucker, sweet fucker, I am going to nail you so hard...keep at it, bitch".

After I made his chest sore, he pushed me down to his cock. It was uncircumcised and pretty big. It bent slightly to the right was as hard and firm as granite..."Work for your money, cock-sucker", he said as he pushed me to my knees and I happily gave him what he wanted, sucking his rod, bringing my hands around to his ass, pushing him further into my mouth. My hands on his ass, which was a hard as stone, I let a finger slip up his crack and when he felt that he roared, "Oh you little fucker, oh man, you fucking cock-sucker" ... for a moment I wondered if his neighbors might hear, but then again, that music from the studio was still blasting and if that did not bother them, surely some obscenities uttered in the heat of the moment would not... I just kept sucking the huge bent cock of The Record Producer and kept thinking of how much I was going to make for this performance.

My jaw was sore when he finally pulled me off his cock and he pushed me onto a huge lounge chair and said, "Time to get fucked, slut". I raised my ass and said, "So what the fuck are you waiting for?" He met that remark by spitting on my ass and giving me a good hard slap that actually echoed off the patio walls. I let out a yelp of surprise and pain (but you know I was digging it) and then while I lay flat on my belly, The Record Producer mounted me and proceeded to fuck me raw.


No exaggerating here, this was not love, there was no tenderness, this was an animal fuck, pure and simple, and The Record Producer was using me to get off and I was nothing more than a prop for the bastard. Every time I thought he could not possibly hurt me more with his lightening quick speed, he did. He was crushing me while he fucked me. His cock felt like a baseball bat up my ass and I started crying out, not for effect, but because this mother fucker was killing me...at one point he reached under me and started pinching my tits and in a way,that was good, because it kind of worked as a counter irritant to the fucking.

"See what happens to sluts who shake their asses around guys?" he said, his voice crazed with lust and anger.

I bit down at the chair's cushion and called him a mother fucker and he laughed and slapped my ass and somehow, someway, managed to go in deeper and I felt that I might scream so I buried my face in the cushion and thought about the money...and then I heard a dog barking somewhere off in the distance it sounded like a mad dog...The Record Producer was howling, saying something about being god, I figured that this guy was a major nut case and finally he shut up, pulled his cock out of my ass and shot a huge sticky load on my sweat covered back.

When he was through he dashed back in side for a minute, I sat up, sore and slimy and somewhat disoriented and then he appeared with my clothes tossing them at me, "Your money is in your pants pocket, you can use the shower in the pool house if you want...just leave by the back gate". He turned to go back inside and stopped for a second and said, "Oh, yeah your ass is pretty tight, so if you want to make few more bucks call me next Thursday, see ya" and he walked back into the house and I made my way to the shower.

After I was clean, I counted the money and there it was. Five one hundred dollar bills. I dressed and made my way back to the van and headed out back to Burbank, richer and sorer thanks to that fucking barracuda in Laurel Canyon.

Ice Storm

“Hurt me, hurt me real bad,” he pleaded as I secured his bound wrists to the metal pole above his head. “Shut the fuck up”, I said punching him in the face leaving him with a healthy shiner...

This is how we celebrated Rick's 20th birthday on January 11, 1988; while an ice storm was assaulting the southern half of New Jersey.

It had been a long time coming, but it was something he had begged for. For months, he had been telling me that he wanted to explore some physically demanding sexual avenues. He said that he wanted to feel what it was like to be abused; by someone he loved and trusted. I talked frankly with him and, being no stranger to hard-knock-love, warned him about the ramifications. But he persisted, in fact he insisted.

So be it.

That week before he came out to Jersey from Colorado, I set up my basement into a makeshift playroom. I had an old mattress on the floor, a Saint Andrew's Cross slapped together with a couple of pieces of heavy discarded wood planks, a collection of belts and some toys I'd purchased at an “adult store”. I confess, I was pretty turned on by the thought of all of this.

When Rick showed up that next night I told him that I had a surprise for his birthday and took him in my arms and kissed him urgently on the mouth, and then I held him tightly and said, “Are you ready?” and he simply said, “Yes”, and I showed him to the basement. Once down there, I took my shirt off and tossed it aside and smiled and then I made a fist and punched him in the face for the first time that night. He fell to the floor and glanced up at me with a look of stunned amazement; I grabbed him up by his hair threw him over my knee and yanked his jeans down and began wailing on his beautiful alabaster butt. I surprised myself with amount of abandon I spanked him , and as his ass began to glow red, I could feel his cock stiffen as it pressed against my knee cap, “Happy birthday, you little fucking bitch!” I said as I beat him, “going to make you my fucking punk tonight!”

The old furnace in the basement flared to life just then casting an orange hue to the surroundings.

I threw him back on the floor and demanded he take his clothes off, and then I led him to a space near the mattress and told him to raise his hands above his head.

“Hurt me, hurt me real bad,” he pleaded as I secured his bound wrists to the metal pole above his head. I told him to, “Shut the fuck up”, and punched him in the face again, leaving him with a healthy shiner. He remained stoic, though his body trembled and his cock, now freed from his underwear, stood straight up.

Fully secured now, I stood in front of him and spit in his face and then went for his nipples, pulling and twisting them savagely. He jerked and bucked while I continued the abuse on his tits and every time he tried to pull back, I yanked harder on them...I pulled until he opened his mouth and let out a cry of pain. I let go and gave him a second... and then sucker punched him in the gut and watched as his head lolled forward and his body jerked some more. Then I spit in his face once more.

As he hung there moaning, I went behind him and slapped his ass a few more times. Then I went to the small table near the furnace and picked up a leather strap. I stood about a half a foot back and brought the belt up and then down across his back. The cracking sound echoed through the basement and Rick cried out again, I wanted him to savor the sensation so I waited a minute, remaining silent, the only sound was that of the frozen rain pelting at the windows of the basement. Then I raised the belt and hit him again, this time he screamed, I did not wait, I flogged him in earnest; belting him across his back, his ass, his legs, his calves and then I moved to the front of him and gave him a few lashes across his chest. My cock was so hard now that it was rubbing up against the zipper of my jeans...I dropped the strap to the ground and looked as he hung from the ropes, his body covered in welts, his eyes wet with tears, his cock as hard as it could get.

I stepped behind him again, and reached under his ass to his balls and gave them a tug and then with my other hand I grabbed his hair and yanked his head back and whispered in his ear, "How do you like it, punk?" and he sobbed and gasped and said, his voice cracking, "Sir, I deserve this".

I squeezed his nuts even harder and then yanked them again until he screamed out in pain...my cock was dripping and the front of my jeans were getting wet.

I loved him so much, and I knew that he knew this as I drove my fist into the small of his back.

The only sounds now where the sounds of his moans and my heavy breath as the well as the sound of the driving freezing rain.

"Looks like I worked up a sweat, punk", I said softly, bringing my armpit up to his lips; and he obediently lapped at my perspiration, his tongue catching the sweat. I drove my pit down further on his face until his head was bent back and I said, "Good boy, lap it up". Then I let my arm slip down as I worked behind him and brought it around his neck and then choked him with with it, tensing so that my bicep bulged and cut of his air for a second. I released him and snickered as I watched his body swinging from the metal bar.

Once more I noted that his cock was still stiff - he was loving this.

Finally I freed his arms and let him fall to the floor and watched as he crawled to the mattress. I kicked at his ass softly with my work boots until he lay flat and then brought my left foot, encased in the heavy shoe, slowly down on his cock. He slammed his arms on the mattress and began pleading for me to stop. So I brought my foot down even more, with more force, I could see tears streaming down his face now and I waited for a few seconds and then lifted up and watched as he grabbed at his aching throbbing cock which was still erect.

As he lay on the floor I stood over him and said, "Now's your chance. Do you want more or do you want to quit: I'll only make this offer once". Suddenly he sat up and threw his arms around my legs and said softly, "More."

Five minutes later, Rick found himself bound to the Saint Andrew's cross, his arms and legs spread in a figure "X". I took the belt out again and this time I gave him five sharp lashes with the strap across his back - hard enough to hurt, but soft enough not to break skin . I made him count each lash and by the time he got to "Five", his voice was ragged with a timbre of suffering.

I peaked around quick and saw that his cock was still hard, in fact it was dripping a sloppy wet rope of precum.

Standing behind my lover, I reached for a cigar that was sitting on the table near the mattress. I struck a match and lit the stogie and took a deep puff, blowing smoke in Rick's direction. Slowly I wandered around to face him, his eyes, wet with tears, met mine and he licked his lips in anticipation of what I might do next. I reached for his throbbing, leaking cock and gave it a quick tug. My fingers were wet with his precum and I brought them up to his mouth and shoved them in. He sucked at my digits tasting his jizz.

I took another puff on the cigar and said softly, "Going to brand you now, bitch". He closed his eyes wincing at the thought and I leaned up to his ear and whispered, "I love you".

I moved around back and in one swift move, I brought the head of the cigar to his left ass cheek, shoving it firmly so that it would leave a perfect circle mark. He screamed again and bucked and I could hear the sound of his flesh sizzling.

I kept the cigar there for thirty seconds...I counted off under my breath...and then I dropped it to the floor and crushed out the burning stogie with my boot.

Rick was shivering in pain and I was primed and ready to fuck him raw. His ass, now with raised welts and an angry red semi-circle of burnt flesh, the mark of Cain. I spit on my on my hand and began finger his tight ass...trooper that he was, he pushed back onto my hand and his voice filled the basement as he cried out, "Now! Yes! Please sir, fuck me!!" Still feeling somewhat sadistic, I reached around his torso and up to his nipples and gave them both a good sharp pull and his head fell back on mine as he groaned, "Jeeeesuuussssss".

Released from the cross, I hold him by a handful of hair and threw him down on the workout bench and lay him flat on his belly and secured his hands to the wrought-iron legs of the bench. Without a word I dropped my pants and my cock sprang forward and out, and I spat into the palm of my hand and dive bombed his bruised and battered bum.

Like always, he was a tight, but perfect fit and I showed him no mercy; fucking him with abandon...pulling at his hair...slapping his bruised ass...laughing as he screamed out my name as he called me every conceivable abomination he could come up with -- I told him to scream it louder. Then, when I felt myself about to shoot, I pulled out and stepped in front of him, took my cock in my hand and shoved it into this mouth. Motherfucker, but he sucked like his damn life depended on it, swallowing me as I came in rivers down his gullet...he kept gagging, and I kept shoving my cock in to his sweet mouth until finally I was done.

I noticed that he was humping the workout bench, poor little fucker needed to come badly, I figured, so I undid his hands and sat him up and put my still erect penis into his mouth and told him to jerk off...he must have stroked maybe two or three times and like that his cum was shooting up and on to my thighs. He never took his mouth off my dick the whole time

When he was done I brought him forward and made him lick his seed off of me...his tongue all soft and hot worked up and down my thighs as he slurped his juice up...finally I realized the show was over and I told him to lay back on the bench for a few minutes.

"I'll be right back," I told him doing up my jeans and heading upstairs where I drew a bath and lit some candles in the bathroom.

***
Back in the basement I reached down to where he lay and took him in my arms, his body was limp cold and damp with sweat. I lifted him up and cradled him in my arms; he supported himself by putting an arm around my neck, resting his head against my chest. As we approached the steps, the heater kicked on again and for the last time that night, we were bathed in a red glow.

I walked sideways up the steps, careful not to jostle him and he brought himself closer to me by wrapping his legs around my waist and holding on tighter. It was awkward considering that Rick was my almost as tall as I was; what saved me from falling over was that he weighed about eighty pounds less than me.

Upstairs, I looked down at him as I carried him through the living room, his beautiful face, his green eyes looking up at me with such love and trust that I thought my heart might burst...I saw that his left eye was swollen where I had struck him; he looked like a fallen feather-weight boxing champ and my cock began to swell again.

In the bathroom, the only light from the dozen or so candles around the tub and on the sink, I gently lowered him into the tub which was filling with warm water. He closed his eyes as he entered the water and sighed. I took a clean cloth and dipped it into the water and slowly began washing him, soothing him, rubbing his sore abused body. He leaned back into the tub and I kissed his forehead and then I reached up to the sink and put a towel filled with ice on his left eye and he said softly, "Thank you, thank you...so much..that was the most intense thing I've ever experienced in my life" and then he closed his eyes and I took a bar of soap and began bathing him gently and I told him how much I loved him, and it was the truth; and then I looked up and saw that the bathroom window pane was covered in a sheet of ice and the tapping of the sleet sounded like bullets and I continued bathing him...

I'd laid out towels on the bed and he lay down on them and I dried him off; kissing his body as I did so and when he was dry, I lay down next to him, stroked his reddish brown hair, and then I kissed him again, I kissed the welts, the bruises, his eye and then I worked my way down his chest to his crotch to his cock which was rock hard again and before I went down on it I said, "Happy birthday, babe" and I sucked him off until he shot his load into my mouth while the ice storm continued raging outside.